pushing people music
hollywood colorz - set em out

back to life back to reality (howeverdoyouwantit)

nas good morning by the start of the summer it was like this

everyday sounds like this now on repeat on the go real estate - fake blues

overall life sounds kind of like a mix between ugk one day and el michels affair - this song's for you and for real it sounds dope

anyway the only thing i need to do is see the ocean again quiero ser pacifico otra vez (probably make a phonecall too)




take the pacific coast highway

out to california

this shouldve been before the last one/from this point on it only gets rougher

word up self explanatory songs like the second beat change on murs walk like a man

"and asked not to leave us in the name of christ jesus but he's gone and all i've got is this blood on sneakers it was a year to this day that my best friend and for weeks i sat alone in my room and cried"

cnn - live on live long if your heart stop beating i'll go back in time make your heart beat again

murs a friend's blues
got the call out of town so alone i first wept
deep pain in the same place from where this verse crept
never slept in that bed again
the memory was too tragic looked up and screamed goodbye
you wouldn't be present in the wake at your casket
now you ask if things changed since you left? not really
we still playin games bsin actin silly
see she don't talk to her and she don't like me
and will we work things that's not likely
i mean where would we start? would we mend friendships?
so when things fall apart will we still be in touch
honestly i dont know but youre in my heart forever

i really miss my dog



dang so one day last year life started sounding like this and it was getting really dark too and i was saying dumb shit to worry people (poor form) and a bike ride saved my life


mama used to tell me that you was a dead beat cuz you chose to rob people in the midtown street jostling hustling three card molly all you ever wanted to give me was atari


word up to almost losing my shit drunk at work when the dj put this on


mostly it was a year of from this point on it only gets rougher but for sure it gets easier

rip lbr

if through our travels we get separated

dang so five days (today is a day) til the world is upright
next up on the list of emotions:

ti - still aint forgave myself
all the time i just wish that yall could ball with me
sometimes at night i close my eyes and dream that yall with me
damn
jay z - regrets
stresssss
this is the number one rule for your set in order to survive gotta learn to live with regrets
on the rise to the top many drop don't forget in order to survive gotta learn to live with regrets
this is the number one rule for your set in order to survive gotta learn to live with regrets
if through our travels we get separated never forget in order to survive gotta learn to live with regrets
as sure as this earth is turning souls burning in search of higher learning turning in every direction seeking direction my mom's cryin cuz her insides dyin her son tryin her patience keep her heart racin a million beats a minute i know i push you to your limit but it's this game love i'm caught up all in it

anyway i spit diamonds if you know what i mean
just picked these up luke i know you'd be feelin em

anyways it's not time for stuff like this yet

at 14 mayne thought i knew everything
i'm slanging slabs trappin hard movin heavy caine
i bought a eighty five cutlass on same danidanes

now i'm the shit huh
the moter blew in thirty days
hardheaded man i ain't listen to anythang
i'm gettin money so i'm right and i got plenty game
besides why i need school i'mma be rappin mama
if that don't work then i guess imma be trappin mama
but hey i promise imma make it cuz i'm damn good
imma get us out this hood and off these canned goods
school's just a white man's game and its ran good
at 16 here's my introduction to manhood
blue lights behind me damn what im gonna do?
cuz i got two pounds of weed in the car and a three eighty too
i guess everythang'll be alright if i just keep it cool
how you doin officer whatcha mean why i aint in school
can you search the car? well yeah but i'd rather that you didnt
besides its just a waste of your time cuz ain't nothin in it
i guess thats when i seen that i ain't know shit
when stuck in a place with freedom i aint gon get

i rock nike shoes i got a mic to use i talk bad about suckers i don't like the fools

anyway anyway this is hella literal

king geedorah - i wonder
i got this cd in high school when i was mfdoooming out hard noah came with me on the 28 on some random school night to sonic boom bumped it at his house for a minute anti matter bassline it's a crazy world get in where you fit in shoes add a roll of dough switch up your stuff telegraphin how you livin it's all about me all about you

this was always my favorite track though -->i think it's the only song the guy ever did
we made a name for ourselves boy ive seen some drama seems my mama never thought she'd go through so much trauma comma pause you ask about cops and laws well that shit dont exist when you black and poor so we broke em but that night my heart got broken chokin on the weed smoke drinkin rum gettin open not to mention never a big drinker im a thinker but i'm thinking hey it's my night pass me more liquor fight breaks out but im just too nice to get in it but my brother got stabbed and i missed it

federation sound gone but not forgotten disco d tribute track
when this track came out we bumped it on the way to school for a solid two months i would say
damn
oh well as the world turns slow (coming up on a year along the perpendicular (wrong) axis about 7 degrees of rotation left-->what i'm trying to say is the world turned upside down but it's about to be all the way back) the other way towards better days
anyway a new day a new era organize strategize i can't rest til i let him live his dream through me -->i promise i will not lose (as a statement i dont know its the kind of thing youd wanna write kind of small so youre the only one who knew it was there)